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2009年5月31日 星期日

Haizz..boring day ya !!
jz nw i go 2 view my frend de blog....
OMG !!...wat hapen wit u o !! Y wanna DIE ??
OMG !! i reli dono wat hapen a !?....
Aiyoo ~~ im so worry leh ~~ Hw ? Hw ?

Haizz...holidays so cham ya....always stay at home....
Eat ...Sl33p...On9....dreaming....chat.....
So boring leh....!!!!!!!!!!

Haizz...2day my d3ard3ar tell me.....say she boyboy wan go out wit she o !!
HaHa !!! hapi lor u ~~....kekexx...
Act...d3ard3ar...i think u fall in love edi a !!
U nt scare he juzt play oni meh.....??
U reli...reli fall in love edi ??
Aiyooo.....dono u la !!

My dar dar !! hw abt u a ??
U n ur boyboy...hw jor ??kEXkEXX..
HaHa....gt sms mou ??kekexx..
Aiyooo....DarDar...u still love him a ?
He...reli gd ?? ....he sangat hitam leh !! HaHa (jkjk,dont angry o )
HaHa....he leng zai meh ?? erm...??
Act ...u love he wat de leh ??
May i know ????...KeKexx...sry ya dar..im so 8 de ~~
Haizz...u same wit d3ar de la....always miss ur boyboy n "onew" oni...
Haizz....so hurt ...haha ( jk jk )...

Haizz...me leh ??..
HwHw ??...
Mai like tat lor....ntg can do oso !!
Haizz...i just wanna live with simple...hapi...!!
I just wan my Best frend beside wit me ??
Can ??....??

God ...if u gv me choose again...
I ll choose my Best Frend .....
ll u gv me a chance ??

凌晨4:45


2009年5月29日 星期五
FrendShip

What is friendship?
It is to relate with somebody without need for money or objective.
It is to need emotion and over wealth is friendship , no matter what their background , age , sex or personality.
Friendship can be pure. We hear , nowdays, however, how one can be cheated by friends.
Many people get along with someone because they have a lot of money.
It is doultful that is real friendship. Having friends, one can be find happiness.
If you are in trouble your friends will help you through or at least comfort you.
When you are happy , they share it with you.
They are also there for you to chat with at any time.
It is a wonderful feeling, as the proverb says" to love each other is easy but to make frieds is hard",
So, it is crutial that we should get along with our friends.
In my opinon ,it is a shame to deceive your friends .
The world would be more beautiful if it was full of filled with friendship

晚上10:05


HaHa !! Funny Day..~~

HaHa...2day go out wit my DarDar n D3arD3ar..!!
We go 2 chong k ...around 12.00..!!
2day so funny lor....!! haha !!
when we go 2 chong k ....saw many ppl a !!(sentosa de )
HaHa...hate ya....cause dont like 2 c sum1....!!
HaHa...but de funny things is...
Today o ..D3ar D3ar so happy lor...
Cause she boyboy ask her wan go out anot !!
HaHa...song lor + sweet !!
Another things mai shi my DarDar lor...
DarDar 2day sms ur boyboy..rite ??
Happy mou ??
hahaah !!haahha !!
Haizz...2day a boy ask me 4 take my hp no.....
HaHa..!! FUNNY lor !!!reli reli funny lor !!!

HaHa.....2day i saw some 1 .....i saw khai lang lor !!
HaHa...he still like tat .....very funny ..~~~
HaHa...funny boy .....hahaha !!
Aiyoo~~ dono wat happen wit me la !!
2day ...reli reli happy + funny .....
HaHa...so High ~~~ kekexxx....

Luv u ya ...DarDar N d3Ar d3aR !!! KEKEX...!! muacks..~~

上午9:19


2009年5月27日 星期三
TQ "sumone" + "Meaningful Blog" ??

Yeah ~~..
Finish exam luu~~HaHa...can relax jor...
Holidays wan start jor...kekex....
i think 2morrow i didt go 2 school ya...(lazY)
Friday..i oso didt go 2 school de la....cause "Teacher's Day"...
No need go de la !! HaHa !!! so bad ...

HaHa..!! 2day teacher gv back my geo de exam paper edi !!
HaHa...higher than last time !! KeKexx...
So thank you "sumone" ya....
HaHa...tq 4 ur teaching lu ~~
KeKexx...reli reli reli thank you la !!

Haizz...2day is a boring day ya..
Every days oso feel boring ...Dono why..!!
HaHa...i hear "sumone" say...
"if u feel boring..den do something meaningful de lor !"..
HaHa !! So funny lor !! Do sum meaningful thing ??
Meaningful...Meaningful...Meaningful
Meaningful...Meaningful...Meaningful
Meaningful...Meaningful...Meaningful
HaHa..i think my blog ll become a "Meaningful Blog " edi !! HaHa !!
I think "sumone" nvr see my blog de la !! HaHa !!


清晨7:00


2009年5月26日 星期二
Relationship ?? Frendship ??

Haizz...tis few day reli reli sien a !!
Haizz....a boring days....!!
2morrow...last exam lor...can RElax jor...
Thursday n friday didt go to school lu...~~
Go gai gai wit my dardar n dear dear !!
i think We ll go to "chong k" de ...!!
Long time didt go gaigai n "chong k" jor...
But...tis time was different...
Cause not go out wit my "Best frend"...
Feel like...like...??
Haiz...so many things ned 2 complete...
Haizz...Damn lor...


Haizz...dono sum1 thinking wat de lor..
Haizz...oso dono another 1 thinking wat de la !!
so complicated for tis things..
Dono how to say it...
Haizz...my relationship reli so complicated de lor...
Stay between the two boy...!!
Who is my true love leh ??
Who can tell me ??
God ....Help me pls....!!

Haizz...another thing mai shi frendship lor...
Aiyoo....dono why like tis de la...
So fan...hate like tis ....
Tis is my wrong ??
Maybe...maybe...
Haizz...dono wat wrong wit me la..!!

Frend reli very important ??
Or lover important than frend ??
Who can tell me leh ??
Who can help me leh ??
Relationship ?? Freindship ??
Which one is the most important ??

清晨7:16


2009年5月25日 星期一
Bad mood..~~

wat feeling now ??
bad mood...feel sadly...reli reli..reli...
wat i'm gonna do now ?
Hu can tell me ??
Reli sadly....i hate my self....
How come i ll like tis de ?
Hu can tell me ??
My smile....my laugh...all were stay away from me...
My frend ...my lover....all of you are stay away from me...
WHY ?...WHY ?...WHY ??
U think i reli very like to be a play girl ....NO !!
I don't like tat...I hate tat...
Just because of you....
I think you are my lover....izit ??
May i know ??
I think you are my truth love....izit ??
May i know ??

How come i ll like tat ....
Why ? Why ? Why ??
Hu can tell me ??
Hu can tell me ??
Wat wrongs wit me ....
How come all the things become so complicated ??
I'm afraid now....

上午8:29


My love...

Baby...im so miss you...
I can't forgot the moment...
And nOw...i gonna tell you...
I miss you so much...
I love you so much.....Do you..??

Baby...i love the way i love you..
I can't forgot tis moment..
And now...i gonna tell you...
I'm afraid....
It's so complicated.....

Wat wrongs wit you n me ??
May i know ??
Wat r you thinking now ??
May i know ??

Baby...i cant forgot its...
Our sweet memory...
Our sweet Love...
bUT...I know its is no more...

Baby.....
As long as you love me..
As long as you miss me...
As long as you kiss me..
As long as you hug me..
As long as you touch me..
As long as you feel me...
As long as ............

I love you so much...You know tat ?
I miss you so much...you know tat ?

Baby...i still believe you love me...
Baby...i still believe you miss me...
Baby...i still believe you ll take care of me...
Baby.....Do you....??
Baby...i still believe you....
Cause i'm stupid...fool...

Baby...Do you know ??
Why i ll become like tis ?
Baby...Do you know ??
Why good girl gone bad ??
Baby ...Do you know ??
Why i wanna be a play girl ??
Do you know tat...??
Baby...Do you know ??
I'm afraid...lonely now !!
Baby...Do you know ??
I need you love from now on..Do you ??

Baby...I still believe you....Cause i'm stupid....!!

清晨6:02


2009年5月24日 星期日
...I still loving you...

Im not the type to get my heart broken,
Im oso not the type to get myself upset and cry..
Because i never leave my heart Open..
Never give relationship to deep on me ..
Never got the whole thing in love ,
Someone say tat they love me truely..
But tat time it did't means nothing..

Now..my mind is gone And deep inside..
Now im losing grip..wat was happen ??
I stay from love..tis is how i feel..

Tis time was different...
You cut me n open..
And it cut me like a knife...
When u walk out of my life , my heart..
I get the Broken Heart...
But luckly..you'll NEVER see me cry ..

It was hurting me to let its go...
Maybe we spent so much time edi...
And now...i know tat its is no more ..

I should never let you hold me ..
Maybe tis is wat i feel so sad to see us apart..
Only wan u to know how u stole my heart..

How did we together ?..i'll never know ..
I never meant it get so personal..
I tired...stay away from loving you..

I was already spoken...my heart was broken...I can't let you know..
And i won't let its show..You won't see me cry..

My love was bleeding..
i Don't care wat they say...
I just fall in love wit you...
They piercing sound to my ears...
They try to help me stay away from your love...
But i trying hard not to hear wat their say...
Anyone around me...their think tat im crazy...in love wit you..

In the world..nothing greater..
When i saw u..
When i feel u..
Tat the resson i'm in love wit you..

They dono the truth..
They dono me..
They dono you..
They dono why i'm in love wit you...
Cause the truth is a stranger..

I love you...You still a part of everything i do..
You like a tattoo....on my heart...
I'll never regret you..
I still the memory of you..
It won't change any moment in my heart..

I was miss you every single day..
Do you know i need you so..
Tell me please...i gonna know..
Pls tell me tat you still love me ...miss me..

You like a Drug...
When i saw u..
When i feel u..
I can't forgt tis moment...

Why you have to go ?
And make the things so complicated..
My frendship...Relationship..
When u stay in my heart..
All the things become so complicated...

Now ..my heart so much misery..
Because of you..
Now im feel so afraid..
I was lose my way..

I'm forced to fake,
Every day...have a smile , a laugh..
Because of you..
Now i feel so hard to trust anyone around me ....



BeCause...i still...Loving you...
Maybe...its is the oni one secret in my heart ..

清晨5:56


hate the way i LuV u..

Baby..when we 1st meet ..i nvr felt sumting so strong,
You were my Lover & mY Best frend...
Suddenly..u went n left..
i did't know how 2 follow you..
AnD now..i feel so empty and Hollow..

I never give myself to another the way i give it to you..
You dont't even recognize the ways you hurt me..
it gonna take a miracle to bring me back..
And you r the one to blame..

you'r the resson why im thinking..
i guess tat wat i get 4 wishful thinking..
If next time ..you wanna go on n leave...i ll just let u go.
Cause nw im using like a bleed..

You ll do anyting 4 the one you love ..
I oso ll do anyting 4 the one i love..
Cause everytime if u needed me..i ll be there..

Cause....i lUv u...but ...u dono...

清晨5:31


2009年5月20日 星期三
我恨我爱你

我 一个女人,不 只能算女孩,喜欢安静,却是那么的怕黑。
喜欢悲伤的情歌 毫无感情 听着欢快的歌 反而会泪流满面,
喜欢在很冷 穿的很单薄 ...
一个人 站在路中间 看着忙碌的人们 擦肩而过,
喜欢看着别人 悲伤或幸福的 爱情故事 .......只是心会空空的,
喜欢网络 喜欢在网络上展现最真实的自己 起码在这一刻 我不虚伪 不假装坚强,
喜欢吃糖 拼命的吃 ..... 吃到去喝白水来缓解嘴巴里的甜味,心里想着 这是不是幸福的味道,
喜欢一个人静静的上网 几天几夜不睡 不出房间门...,
喜欢静静的看着.....手腕上自己划上的那一道道伤痕,嘲笑自己 ...怎么这么傻,
.........其实发现
爱与不爱 其实就一字之差
可是真的就只有这么简单么无论用什么词语 说不出心里的伤,
不是沉默 只是无力诉说,我的世界 只有灰黑两色,早已经忘记了阳光那 耀眼的 颜色
唯一觉得幸福的事情 就是 自己的记忆力超差,有些事情 忘记的快,
静静的看着时间轻轻划过, 在想会不会等到头发白 也没能遇到那个 命中注定 的他,
其实我不懂,为什么越想抓紧的东西,反而 失去 的越快
其实我不懂,为什么 爱人的 总在 不完美 中找 完美 被爱的 总在 完美 中 找 不完美
其实我不懂,现在为什么 悲伤 、凄美 、寂寞 、自杀 等一类的词语会越来越 平凡 的出现在我们的生活
...........我拿下面具不知道该 孤独无助 的哭泣还是该虚伪的笑,亲爱的 我学会了对每个人 做作的 笑,亲爱的 we like the distance between the distance

凌晨3:59


对不起


听着同一首歌曲,它夹杂着我们的过去。



想着我们的曾经,毫不厌倦地哭泣。
真的很想.....独自一人离去。我们不适合彼此,或许我们是时候应该停止。我们该重新衡量自己,我们缺少了某种介质。






对不起,原谅我的自私,

对不起,原来我的冲动,总是不受控制地对你发脾气。

对不起,原来我,我真的不是故意。

对不起,对不起,对不起。

对不起,我只会说对不起。

凌晨3:28


2009年5月18日 星期一
frend ?? wat is tis ? may i know ?

为何总是那么执着?
曾多次被你伤害,
但却直努力挽回。
为你掉过数次泪,
为你流过多少血,
得来的却是伤害!
默默的付出,
换来的却是冷落!
以为你会给我关怀,
其实只是幻觉。
以为你会给我温暖,
其实只是冷淡。
这一首短短的诗,
叙述了我对你的感觉。
我的心好痛,
我已遍体鳞伤了。
够了!够了!
我不想再受伤了!
结束了这段友谊吧!
就当作我们是有缘无份。
对于这段友谊,
我也执着了那么长久,
是时候放弃了!
小恶魔,
别再执着了!!

清晨5:17