My Story World..~~

New hair style !!

2009-12-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

New Hair Style !! haha !! Wanna Becum A Boy jorrr !!! hahahaha ^^

Penang trip !!

2009-12-21T00:16:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA !! Everyone , Im Back lorr..haha !! Just come back from penang..Tired lahhh !! haha !!

Guess wat ???

2009-12-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

Hu ~ Yesterday Damn Sad lorr !! Sumting was happen again !! What the FUCK !!
Walao ahh !! Reli beh tahan you all jorr...Argwwww !!!! Please consider Carefully be4 you say it out..Please !!! what the fxxk !!! Beh song ahhhhhhhhh !!!!!!
Holidays Damn bored !! Everyday stay at home dono wan 2 do wat oso !! If cont lik tat wanna becum CRAZY !!! Yesterday watched "Jennifer's Body" !! Oh ~ Got a bit sex ahh..haha !!!Long time didt c my ji mui jorrr..haizzz..!! Next yrs form 4 jorrr..!! reli wan hardworking ahh..!!! Sudden feel All the Boys oso Both with Shit !! Everyday oso "Fxxk Fxxk Fxxk" !! except "Fxxk" wat you all ll do ?? har !!?? Fxxk wat !!! Well..guess wat yo?Fxxk you right back !!!!!!

2009-11-13T10:03:00.000-08:00

YOU GO DIE lah !!!!!!

Go yam Cha ~

2009-09-20T18:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday go out yam cha with family ~

HaHaHa..Funny rite ??

Kekekexx..aiyoo..Act go there for relax oni la..

HaHaHa...

Wat are you thinking ??

2009-09-12T03:46:00.001-07:00

Haizz...act wat means leh ?? Can you tell me ??
You know..you make me feel confuse la !! I told my frend tat..
My frend say me think toooo much edi ...
Reli ?? reli think tooo much edi ?? I reli dono is rite or wrong ...
Act wat you means ..when u ask me say "yes" for wat...
You hope me say "yes" for wat ?? May i know..
I told you tat i miss you...reli reli...Cause i didt lies..
Why you always make me misunderstand sumting leh ??
Got anything wan to say mai say lor..So easy oni ma..
Why wan make it so confuse...??
You make me so pain ..u know !!
Omg !!! Damn things....
I try to 4gt ...I Cant ....!!
Sumtime reli reli dono wat you thinking geh lor..
You know ..you lik a riddle !!
Im so tired to find out the answer..you know !!

Oh ~ Shit !!

2009-09-11T19:01:00.000-07:00

Haizz...!! Still got 26-27 days Oni ah ~
PMR sei ngang la !! Still no mood wan study lah ~
Aiyooo...lik tat no ned take exam jor lu ~
Sei de ...(x-x)..Whr gt ppl lik tat geh ..No mood tat no ned study meh..
Haizz...dono la !! Everyday oso sien sien sien ...
Haizz...Im thinking wat now leh ?? wat is most important 4 me ??
Wat im Waiting ?? Wat Im Looking ??

Everyday , i try to play another game , I try to find another boy,
But my heart cant take it , I cant Face it !!
I know we are living in the same lie..
Someone are say we cant living in the same way ...
Cause if you play ..you ll push me away..
CANT YOU STOP YOUR FOOLISH PRIDE !!
Why do you lik you Dont Care ??
Maybe i was think tooooooo much between us ...

I hate you ..!!

2009-08-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you ,
I hate you , I hate you .

I hate you...Yes !! I Can !!

I love you ??

2009-08-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you ,
I love you , I love you , I love you .

I try to say tat...But ..So Sorry..I Can't !!

You are Not Alone - MICHAEL JACKSON

2009-08-20T21:12:00.000-07:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All aloneWhy, oh
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that
I'll be thereI'll be there
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Woh ~ I love tis Song So much..Very Meaningful 4 me...!! HeHexx..

爱情??友情??

2009-08-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

Haizz...最近又样东西令我很烦很烦!!我不知道该怎样去解决!!也无法去猜测结果是怎样的!!真的真的好烦哦!!为什么这种事情总是要发生叻??Haizz...这一年真的真的发生了很多很多就连我自己也预料不到的东西!!Haizz...我的天呀~这究竟是什么东西吗!!烦死我了!!!!..真希望那人不是我!!...老天爷呀!!你真的要那样来考验我吗??说真的..这件事情我真的不知道要如何去解决!!我也不敢去面对和做决定..因为我害怕我所做的决定到最后结果是错的!!我不敢去面的这一切一切的考验..只因我害怕失去...因为我知道有些东西失去了..就不会在回来..因为我了解...所以我害怕...!! 我真的很担心...我也不想知道答案究竟是还是不是...因为我知道..如果我在去发掘真相...受伤的是你,我,他!!所以我只好假装什么都不知道..或许这对我们来说是一个最好的解决方法...除了这个方法以外...我真的真的想不到还有别的方法!!算我是位自私的人好了...我真的不想任何人受伤!!我知道世界上是没有一件事情是两全其美的..我能了解..你就让我在自私一次吧!!对不起~我真的真的不想在受伤了...这真的让我觉得好累好累....!! 在爱情里,没有谁对谁错!!过去的就让他过去吧...当初,我真的以为自己能做到....可是到最后才发现...原来我一点也不了解自己...我真的好失败哦...到最后才发现..原来我还在想你..原来我还是没把你忘记..!! 我需要的是时间..我需要时间..不是距续喜欢你..而是要忘记你!!我知道我能..我知道我能办到!!因为我知道你只会是我生命中的一个过客!!但是,还是要谢谢你这位过客留下来的回忆.....!! 我与你之间只会站在那友谊的界线..永远永远也不会超越那条只属于我们之间的界线..因为我知道...如果我们还站在那条模糊不清的界线..到最后受伤的会是我..就请你原谅我的自私吧~对不起!!!!真的很对不起曾经给我伤害过的人..对不起..因为自己一时的冲动而伤害到你们..对不起...真的很对不起..!!
我想这段其间..我真的需要时间去冷静下来...去想一想要如何才能不伤害到你们.......!! 我也需要时间去忘记一些应该忘记的东西...请你们给一些时间我吧!!

MAJLIS PERPISAHAN ~

2009-08-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hu~终于回到家咯!!哈哈哈!!好累的一天咯!
今天...大概10.00就到学校了!!哈哈..因为约好了何小姐,高小姐和陈小姐打羽球咯~
虽然发生了一些不是很愉快的事情啦..!!大概11.30..我们便到MAKMAK吃东西咯!!
HAIZZ..真的很对不起叻...要你们听我诉苦..哈哈哈!!对不起啦..其实真的很不想烦着你们的..不过我真的真的不知道该怎么做才是对的....
算了啦!还是说回MAJLIS PEPISAHAN的东西啦!!其实刚开始不时很ENJOY的..不过到最后还是ENJOY 咯...~ 哈哈哈!!再见咯..所有F5的AJK~HAIZZZ...突然有种失落感TIM~不知道为什么..还是觉得不舍得~我看呀....以后没有人在会凶凶的骂我们了...我想到时候应该会怀恋吧!!哈哈哈!!
各位小姐们..真的真的很对不起咯...发了一段不应该发的脾气~对不起~~IM SO SORRY ABT TIS...!!对不起~~

Our gathering !

2009-07-24T08:44:00.000-07:00

Tday our 6c gathering !! Mei yun , jie xi , shi teng , mun yi , yik chong ,

kar chun , james , wu bin , martin , natalie , mei teng.....!!

We reach "shabu shabu"....7.00 lik tat !! after tat... we waiting de three

boys come....After tat..we go in lor...jz eat eat eat !! hahaha !! Sumting

happen...veri funny de lor !!1 hahahaaha !!!! 8.00 lik tat...natalie cum edi

lor....Woh ~ reli reli long time no c jor...becum pretty jor lor !1 haha !!

aiyooo....tan kar chun a !! u cant eat "tomyam" den mai say lor...eat until

lik tat !! u know ur face very funny !! haha !! James ya...u eat a lots of food

u know...aiyooo ~ Geng !! 8.30 lik tat ...Martin reach edi ....haha !! he

still de same lor....!! aiyooo..at thr saw a leng zai lor...!! haha !! ( sumting

happen )....kekex....!! After finish our dinner...we plan wan go whr yam

cha lor...aiyoo ..their say wan drunk wor ! haha !! Finally we plan 2

mcdonald !! haha !! funny rite...n den we walk 2 thr lor...( sumting

happen oso )...haha !! at de mcdonald...jz ply ply...talking talking...!! lik

tat !! bt feel so happy la...cause saw many "old frend" haha !! all r

different jor lor...!! handsome de handsome ...pretty de pretty !! haha !!

Finally return home edi !! so tired !! haizzz....!!

Bad mood !!

2009-07-23T01:29:00.001-07:00

1st...My Dear ..reli reli sorry abt my lies ~ no wonder oso !!

You know.. I reli reli angry de lor !! Why u always wan make me angry

leh !! har !! You always late reply my msg ..i oso dint say anything ma !!

You can late reply my msg but i cant la !! You know..u make me so

indistinct lor !! I reli dono wat you thinking de lor !! it make me so trouble

lor !! I dont wan quarrel wit you lor !! you know..you make me so

disappointed !! Always give u a chance...but you never prize my love !!!

You reli reli make me so disappointed !!

Bon Odori....!!??

2009-07-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

Haizz..tday go bon odori...
Sien...go wit joann n a boy...aiyoo...feel a bit boring la ...!! donno wan talk wat oso...haizzz...!! walk thr walk here...haizz...n den but food eat lor..!!
erm...oya !! sum1 r calling my hp no. ...a boy lai de..bt dono is hu !! At thr cant send msg oso...!! haizz...bt...saw many leng lui at thr lor...leng zai a ..erm...erm....a few lor !! hahahahaha !!!! haizzz.....tday tired sei me lor !! haizzz...!! Sien lor !!! bt..saw many sentosa de ppl go thr la !! almost is ...hahahaha !! (guess urself) la !! haha !!! haizzzz....aiyooo...so many haiz haiz haiz a !! 10.30 lik tat reach home lor...n den waiting sun1 de msg ....n den ..n den ..n den...haizzz...!!!

Hari Pameran !!

2009-07-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

Yo ~~ 2day is "Hari Pameran" !! Sien dao ..dono hw 2 say !! Sien lor !!
After kumpul we all go 2 ghost house ply lor !! Haizzz....Sry a JR..!! hahaha !! wat was happen...?? u know de lor !! haha !! Funny lor !!!
Haiz...2dai saw many Pbsm de ahli walk lai walk qu....tis yrs de hari pameran..i din wear full-u lor !! haizzz....Dono hw 2 say la ..jz feel lik..feel lik...haizz...So miss last yrs de pameran lor !! Haizzz...!!!

Tis yrs de pameran gt ppl ply Cosply lor...So yeng !! haha !! C many ppl..-- !! hahahaha !! Sien a ...2day so tired a !! Cause ytd cant sleep well !! BECAUSE of u la !! haizzz...Damn !!!!!

Hateness...

2009-07-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

Fuckin man !!
Do u know im veri veri veri hate u !!
Aiyoo !! So hate lor !! When i c ur ugly face !!
What The Fuck !!
Aiyooo !!! Reli Reli Reli hate a !!
I know u gt "sum1" "chang" u !! den ?? veri geng meh ?? Stupid !!
He mai just a boy !! Stupid !! Suck la !! Go die la !!
Damn !! Fuck Fuck Fuck !!! Stupid !!!!!!!!!

Sick edi !! CHam...

2009-07-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

Aiyo ~~ Cham lor...Sick edi lor !!
Haizzz...cham cham cham cham cham....!!!
Haizz....From nw on ..reli reli reli wan study hard jor...!!
PMR ...Coming soon la !!
Jz tell myself dont wan "play" edi la....!!
Stop "Playing" edi !!
I tell li chin say i dont wan play edi ..bt li chin say "hear 1st la"...
aiyooo....li chin oso dont wan believe me o...Sei de lor ..lik tat...!!

Haizz...other thing...mai jiu shi their 2 lor...
aiyo...U 2 a .!! Misunderstand "sumting "edi la !!
Haizz...Pls ...Dont think 2 much la...!!

YaYa !! gt a nice song wan 2 intro 2 u all !!
Go 2 hear MY FM ...Andrew gt new song a !!
Veri nice de lor !! i Din tipu u all de ...Go 2 hear lor...
The song name "天后" - 陈势安!!
I love de lyrics !! Veri meaningful !! Nice nice nice nice nice !!

Yan Qin de bday party..!! Funny + Happy !!

2009-06-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

HaHaHaHaHaHa !!

2day is Yan Qin de bday ya...26/6..
Happy Bday 2 you..
Happy Bday 2 you..
Happy Bday 2 Yan Qin...
Happy Bday 2 you..

Erm...2day...after scl..we meet at sw de class...

After tat..bsc ct wan go 2 "shu fa" de competiton..den sy n me wait her at de blog G lor...n den..km n chor.t go PBSM de meeting...!! lc go meeting..

sw n jr wait at canteen lor...!!

....We ( sy , ct n me ) go buy cake 1st...

we walk around de k.lama...buy Yq de bday cake...~

After tat...we go 2 "freezon" waiting they cum here meet us...

HaHaHaHa!! Sumting happen...veri veri veri funny lor....

ex:jr n lc....u both a....veri funny de wor...always "ze"me de lor...sw oso...!!
haizz.....!!So cham....

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Around 4.00pm...lc , jr n sw return home edi...

N den...yq ,sy , ct , km , chor .t n me return 2 scl n take back our beg..!!

we all plying game at thr.... funny lor.... hahahaha !!

Aiyoo....2day so tired a !!..Haizz....ply until becum crazy edi !! HaHa !!

Yan qin 생일 축하해 !!

2009-06-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

생일 축하해.
Happy Birthday to you ,
Happy Birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to YAN QIN ,
Happy Birthday to you...

2morrow is Yan Qin de bday...
we all ll stay back at scl 4 celebrate yan qin de bday..
I think....sy , ct , km , chor.t , sw ....( they all gt stay back ! )
Haizz....tat mrs Jy didt go....
she reason is..." so lazy la!!"
aiyooo....mrs jy a !!Dont always "gua zu" pak tuo la !!( haha , jkjk )

aiya...Anyway....Jz wan 2 tell Yan Qin....
Yan Qin "dai yi sui" edi la !!
HaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa !!!

Anyway....Yan Qin !! Happy Bday ya !!

NIce song ya !! luv it lyrics...

2009-06-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hear a nice song recently !! ( a old song , bt i lik tis song de lyrics . )

張信哲-太想愛你

慌亂城市中連風都不自由
熱鬧的街頭就屬我最寂寞是愛的蠱惑
讓我又興起貪求的念頭
有多愛我夠不夠久會不會走

藏在溫柔背後你忠於自我
愛情裡遊走從不曾見你低頭
我卻常犯錯像一個太忙太累太傻的陀螺
轉個不休只放不收停不了手

太想愛你是我壓抑不了的念頭
想要全面佔領你的喜怒哀愁
你已征服了我卻還不屬於我
叫我如何不去猜測你在想什麼

太想愛你是我壓抑不了的折磨
能否請你不要不要選擇閃躲
只想愛你的我太想愛你的我
難道只能在迷霧中猜你的輪廓

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Love = Hurt ??

2009-06-23T02:51:00.000-07:00

haizz.....long time didt write blog edi....!!
HaHa !! Cause so lazy mah~~
N....Sumting can say...Sumting can't say...
Haizz....Cham Cham Cham.....!!

Jz nw my dear send me a messages....
Wat de messages say ??(cant tell oso)
Haizz...aiyooo....my dear...no ned choi him de la !!
All r BAD GUY !! WTF !!
Hate la !!!....Dont't be sad la !!

2 all my frend hu r Single , Nt single , ply b/ply g , Heartbroken , Naive......!!

To all my frend.....hu R Single..
Lov is lik a Butterfly , de more u chase it , de more it eludes u .
But if u jz let it fly , it ll come 2 u when u least expect it.
Love can make u hapi but often it hurts,
But luv oni special when u gv it 2 sum1 hu is reli worth it...
So.....my dear frend...take ur time n choose de best...!!

To all my frend ....hu R Not so Single..
Love isn't abt becoming sumbody else "perfect person"..
It is abt 5ding sum1 hu help u become de best person u can be !!

To all my frend....hu R PLAY BOY / PLAY GIRL type...
Nvr say "I love u"if u dont care....
Nvr talk abt feeling if they r'nt thr.
Nvr touch a life it u means 2 break a heart !
Nvr look in de eye when all u do is lie..!!
De cruelest thing de guy can do 2 girl is 2 let her 4 in luv when he does'nt intend 2 catch her 4 n it works.....Both ways...

To my frend.....hu R HEARTBROKEN !!
Heartbreaks last as long as u wan n cut as deep as u allow them 2 go..
The challenge is nt hw 2 survive heartbreaks but is 2 learn from them...

To my frend......NAIVE..
How 2 be in luv ?? 4..but dont stumble , be consistent bt nt 2 persistent,
Share n nvr be unfair , understand but nt try 2 demand ,
N get hurt bt nvr keep de pain !!

To my frend....hu R Possessive..!!
It break ur heart 2 c de one u love hapi wit sum1 else but it's more painful 2 know tat de one u love is unhapi wit u ..

To my frend....hu R Afraid 2 Confess..
Love hurt when u break wit sum1 , It hurt even more when sum1 break up wit u .But love hurt de most when de person u love has no idea hw u feel...

To my frend .....hu R still holding on..
A sad thing abt life is when u meet sum1 n 4 in love ,
Oni 2 5 out in de n it was nvr meant 2 be n tat u hv wasted time on sum1 hu was n't worth it . If he isn't worth it nw he's nt going 2 worth in de year or 1o years from nw.....jz Let it's go......

Akon - Right Now (na na na)

2009-06-16T04:32:00.000-07:00

It's been so long that I haven't seen your face
I'm Tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
it wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our selfs that night even said
somethings weren't true
why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
why can't it be the way it was
cause you were my homie lover and friend

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eyeGirl
I miss you much
I miss you much

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind

你爱她吗？

2009-06-05T11:02:00.000-07:00

1.当你正在忙时,却把手机开著,等著她/他的短信.. 你已经爱上她/他了
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步.. 你已经爱上她/他了
3.当你和她/他在一起时,你会假装不注意他,但是当她/他离开你的视线时,你会急著寻找她/他... 你已经爱上她了
4.当她/他受伤或生病时,你会很关心她, 替她/他著急.. 你已经爱上他了
5.当她/他和别人要好时, 你会感到吃不知其味... 你已经爱上她了
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时,你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑.. 你已经爱上她/他了
7.当你看到这篇文章时, 心里想到某个人.. 那么你肯定已经爱上她/他了

NEW + nICE sONG

2009-06-03T04:24:00.000-07:00

妥協-蔡依林

你　總愛編織謊言
我　負責配合表演
所有改變　只為了進入你的世界
這情節　重複了一百遍
才發現　是你的心太野
你　劃定楚河漢界
我　不能輕易犯規
所有時間　都是先給了你優先權
不自覺　愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協　到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你
飛歷史不斷重演　我好累
愛到妥協　也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一個人睡
我不想再為你掉淚
我瞭解不會變不在徘徊
開始自己的明天

2009-05-31T04:45:00.000-07:00

Haizz..boring day ya !!
jz nw i go 2 view my frend de blog....
OMG !!...wat hapen wit u o !! Y wanna DIE ??
OMG !! i reli dono wat hapen a !?....
Aiyoo ~~ im so worry leh ~~ Hw ? Hw ?

Haizz...holidays so cham ya....always stay at home....
Eat ...Sl33p...On9....dreaming....chat.....
So boring leh....!!!!!!!!!!

Haizz...2day my d3ard3ar tell me.....say she boyboy wan go out wit she o !!
HaHa !!! hapi lor u ~~....kekexx...
Act...d3ard3ar...i think u fall in love edi a !!
U nt scare he juzt play oni meh.....??
U reli...reli fall in love edi ??
Aiyooo.....dono u la !!

My dar dar !! hw abt u a ??
U n ur boyboy...hw jor ??kEXkEXX..
HaHa....gt sms mou ??kekexx..
Aiyooo....DarDar...u still love him a ?
He...reli gd ?? ....he sangat hitam leh !! HaHa (jkjk,dont angry o )
HaHa....he leng zai meh ?? erm...??
Act ...u love he wat de leh ??
May i know ????...KeKexx...sry ya dar..im so 8 de ~~
Haizz...u same wit d3ar de la....always miss ur boyboy n "onew" oni...
Haizz....so hurt ...haha ( jk jk )...

Haizz...me leh ??..
HwHw ??...
Mai like tat lor....ntg can do oso !!
Haizz...i just wanna live with simple...hapi...!!
I just wan my Best frend beside wit me ??
Can ??....??

God ...if u gv me choose again...
I ll choose my Best Frend .....
ll u gv me a chance ??

FrendShip

2009-05-29T22:05:00.000-07:00

What is friendship?
It is to relate with somebody without need for money or objective.
It is to need emotion and over wealth is friendship , no matter what their background , age , sex or personality.
Friendship can be pure. We hear , nowdays, however, how one can be cheated by friends.
Many people get along with someone because they have a lot of money.
It is doultful that is real friendship. Having friends, one can be find happiness.
If you are in trouble your friends will help you through or at least comfort you.
When you are happy , they share it with you.
They are also there for you to chat with at any time.
It is a wonderful feeling, as the proverb says" to love each other is easy but to make frieds is hard",
So, it is crutial that we should get along with our friends.
In my opinon ,it is a shame to deceive your friends .
The world would be more beautiful if it was full of filled with friendship

HaHa !! Funny Day..~~

2009-05-29T09:19:00.000-07:00

HaHa...2day go out wit my DarDar n D3arD3ar..!!
We go 2 chong k ...around 12.00..!!
2day so funny lor....!! haha !!
when we go 2 chong k ....saw many ppl a !!(sentosa de )
HaHa...hate ya....cause dont like 2 c sum1....!!
HaHa...but de funny things is...
Today o ..D3ar D3ar so happy lor...
Cause she boyboy ask her wan go out anot !!
HaHa...song lor + sweet !!
Another things mai shi my DarDar lor...
DarDar 2day sms ur boyboy..rite ??
Happy mou ??
hahaah !!haahha !!
Haizz...2day a boy ask me 4 take my hp no.....
HaHa..!! FUNNY lor !!!reli reli funny lor !!!

HaHa.....2day i saw some 1 .....i saw khai lang lor !!
HaHa...he still like tat .....very funny ..~~~
HaHa...funny boy .....hahaha !!
Aiyoo~~ dono wat happen wit me la !!
2day ...reli reli happy + funny .....
HaHa...so High ~~~ kekexxx....

Luv u ya ...DarDar N d3Ar d3aR !!! KEKEX...!! muacks..~~

TQ "sumone" + "Meaningful Blog" ??

2009-05-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah ~~..
Finish exam luu~~HaHa...can relax jor...
Holidays wan start jor...kekex....
i think 2morrow i didt go 2 school ya...(lazY)
Friday..i oso didt go 2 school de la....cause "Teacher's Day"...
No need go de la !! HaHa !!! so bad ...

HaHa..!! 2day teacher gv back my geo de exam paper edi !!
HaHa...higher than last time !! KeKexx...
So thank you "sumone" ya....
HaHa...tq 4 ur teaching lu ~~
KeKexx...reli reli reli thank you la !!

Haizz...2day is a boring day ya..
Every days oso feel boring ...Dono why..!!
HaHa...i hear "sumone" say...
"if u feel boring..den do something meaningful de lor !"..
HaHa !! So funny lor !! Do sum meaningful thing ??
Meaningful...Meaningful...Meaningful
Meaningful...Meaningful...Meaningful
Meaningful...Meaningful...Meaningful
HaHa..i think my blog ll become a "Meaningful Blog " edi !! HaHa !!
I think "sumone" nvr see my blog de la !! HaHa !!

Relationship ?? Frendship ??

2009-05-26T07:16:00.000-07:00

Haizz...tis few day reli reli sien a !!
Haizz....a boring days....!!
2morrow...last exam lor...can RElax jor...
Thursday n friday didt go to school lu...~~
Go gai gai wit my dardar n dear dear !!
i think We ll go to "chong k" de ...!!
Long time didt go gaigai n "chong k" jor...
But...tis time was different...
Cause not go out wit my "Best frend"...
Feel like...like...??
Haiz...so many things ned 2 complete...
Haizz...Damn lor...

Haizz...dono sum1 thinking wat de lor..
Haizz...oso dono another 1 thinking wat de la !!
so complicated for tis things..
Dono how to say it...
Haizz...my relationship reli so complicated de lor...
Stay between the two boy...!!
Who is my true love leh ??
Who can tell me ??
God ....Help me pls....!!

Haizz...another thing mai shi frendship lor...
Aiyoo....dono why like tis de la...
So fan...hate like tis ....
Tis is my wrong ??
Maybe...maybe...
Haizz...dono wat wrong wit me la..!!

Frend reli very important ??
Or lover important than frend ??
Who can tell me leh ??
Who can help me leh ??
Relationship ?? Freindship ??
Which one is the most important ??

Bad mood..~~

2009-05-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

wat feeling now ??
bad mood...feel sadly...reli reli..reli...
wat i'm gonna do now ?
Hu can tell me ??
Reli sadly....i hate my self....
How come i ll like tis de ?
Hu can tell me ??
My smile....my laugh...all were stay away from me...
My frend ...my lover....all of you are stay away from me...
WHY ?...WHY ?...WHY ??
U think i reli very like to be a play girl ....NO !!
I don't like tat...I hate tat...
Just because of you....
I think you are my lover....izit ??
May i know ??
I think you are my truth love....izit ??
May i know ??

How come i ll like tat ....
Why ? Why ? Why ??
Hu can tell me ??
Hu can tell me ??
Wat wrongs wit me ....
How come all the things become so complicated ??
I'm afraid now....

My love...

2009-05-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Baby...im so miss you...
I can't forgot the moment...
And nOw...i gonna tell you...
I miss you so much...
I love you so much.....Do you..??

Baby...i love the way i love you..
I can't forgot tis moment..
And now...i gonna tell you...
I'm afraid....
It's so complicated.....

Wat wrongs wit you n me ??
May i know ??
Wat r you thinking now ??
May i know ??

Baby...i cant forgot its...
Our sweet memory...
Our sweet Love...
bUT...I know its is no more...

Baby.....
As long as you love me..
As long as you miss me...
As long as you kiss me..
As long as you hug me..
As long as you touch me..
As long as you feel me...
As long as ............

I love you so much...You know tat ?
I miss you so much...you know tat ?

Baby...i still believe you love me...
Baby...i still believe you miss me...
Baby...i still believe you ll take care of me...
Baby.....Do you....??
Baby...i still believe you....
Cause i'm stupid...fool...

Baby...Do you know ??
Why i ll become like tis ?
Baby...Do you know ??
Why good girl gone bad ??
Baby ...Do you know ??
Why i wanna be a play girl ??
Do you know tat...??
Baby...Do you know ??
I'm afraid...lonely now !!
Baby...Do you know ??
I need you love from now on..Do you ??

Baby...I still believe you....Cause i'm stupid....!!

...I still loving you...

2009-05-24T05:56:00.000-07:00

Im not the type to get my heart broken,
Im oso not the type to get myself upset and cry..
Because i never leave my heart Open..
Never give relationship to deep on me ..
Never got the whole thing in love ,
Someone say tat they love me truely..
But tat time it did't means nothing..

Now..my mind is gone And deep inside..
Now im losing grip..wat was happen ??
I stay from love..tis is how i feel..

Tis time was different...
You cut me n open..
And it cut me like a knife...
When u walk out of my life , my heart..
I get the Broken Heart...
But luckly..you'll NEVER see me cry ..

It was hurting me to let its go...
Maybe we spent so much time edi...
And now...i know tat its is no more ..

I should never let you hold me ..
Maybe tis is wat i feel so sad to see us apart..
Only wan u to know how u stole my heart..

How did we together ?..i'll never know ..
I never meant it get so personal..
I tired...stay away from loving you..

I was already spoken...my heart was broken...I can't let you know..
And i won't let its show..You won't see me cry..

My love was bleeding..
i Don't care wat they say...
I just fall in love wit you...
They piercing sound to my ears...
They try to help me stay away from your love...
But i trying hard not to hear wat their say...
Anyone around me...their think tat im crazy...in love wit you..

In the world..nothing greater..
When i saw u..
When i feel u..
Tat the resson i'm in love wit you..

They dono the truth..
They dono me..
They dono you..
They dono why i'm in love wit you...
Cause the truth is a stranger..

I love you...You still a part of everything i do..
You like a tattoo....on my heart...
I'll never regret you..
I still the memory of you..
It won't change any moment in my heart..

I was miss you every single day..
Do you know i need you so..
Tell me please...i gonna know..
Pls tell me tat you still love me ...miss me..

You like a Drug...
When i saw u..
When i feel u..
I can't forgt tis moment...

Why you have to go ?
And make the things so complicated..
My frendship...Relationship..
When u stay in my heart..
All the things become so complicated...

Now ..my heart so much misery..
Because of you..
Now im feel so afraid..
I was lose my way..

I'm forced to fake,
Every day...have a smile , a laugh..
Because of you..
Now i feel so hard to trust anyone around me ....

BeCause...i still...Loving you...
Maybe...its is the oni one secret in my heart ..

hate the way i LuV u..

2009-05-24T05:31:00.000-07:00

Baby..when we 1st meet ..i nvr felt sumting so strong,
You were my Lover & mY Best frend...
Suddenly..u went n left..
i did't know how 2 follow you..
AnD now..i feel so empty and Hollow..

I never give myself to another the way i give it to you..
You dont't even recognize the ways you hurt me..
it gonna take a miracle to bring me back..
And you r the one to blame..

you'r the resson why im thinking..
i guess tat wat i get 4 wishful thinking..
If next time ..you wanna go on n leave...i ll just let u go.
Cause nw im using like a bleed..

You ll do anyting 4 the one you love ..
I oso ll do anyting 4 the one i love..
Cause everytime if u needed me..i ll be there..

Cause....i lUv u...but ...u dono...

我恨我爱你

2009-05-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

我一个女人，不只能算女孩，喜欢安静，却是那么的怕黑。
喜欢悲伤的情歌毫无感情听着欢快的歌反而会泪流满面，
喜欢在很冷穿的很单薄 ...
一个人站在路中间看着忙碌的人们擦肩而过，
喜欢看着别人悲伤或幸福的爱情故事 .......只是心会空空的，
喜欢网络喜欢在网络上展现最真实的自己起码在这一刻我不虚伪不假装坚强，
喜欢吃糖拼命的吃 ..... 吃到去喝白水来缓解嘴巴里的甜味，心里想着这是不是幸福的味道，
喜欢一个人静静的上网几天几夜不睡不出房间门...，
喜欢静静的看着.....手腕上自己划上的那一道道伤痕，嘲笑自己 ...怎么这么傻，
.........其实发现爱与不爱其实就一字之差，
可是真的就只有这么简单么无论用什么词语说不出心里的伤，
不是沉默只是无力诉说，我的世界只有灰黑两色，早已经忘记了阳光那耀眼的颜色
唯一觉得幸福的事情就是自己的记忆力超差，有些事情忘记的快，
静静的看着时间轻轻划过，在想会不会等到头发白也没能遇到那个命中注定的他，
其实我不懂，为什么越想抓紧的东西，反而失去的越快，
其实我不懂，为什么爱人的总在不完美中找完美，被爱的总在完美中找不完美
其实我不懂，现在为什么悲伤、凄美、寂寞、自杀等一类的词语会越来越平凡的出现在我们的生活
...........我拿下面具，不知道该孤独无助的哭泣，还是该虚伪的笑，亲爱的我学会了对每个人做作的笑，亲爱的 we like the distance between the distance

对不起

2009-05-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

听着同一首歌曲，它夹杂着我们的过去。

想着我们的曾经，毫不厌倦地哭泣。
真的很想.....独自一人离去。我们不适合彼此，或许我们是时候应该停止。我们该重新衡量自己，我们缺少了某种介质。

对不起，原谅我的自私,

对不起，原来我的冲动，总是不受控制地对你发脾气。

对不起，原来我，我真的不是故意。

对不起，对不起，对不起。

对不起，我只会说对不起。

frend ?? wat is tis ? may i know ?

2009-05-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

为何总是那么执着？
曾多次被你伤害，
但却直努力挽回。
为你掉过数次泪，
为你流过多少血，
得来的却是伤害！
默默的付出，
换来的却是冷落！
以为你会给我关怀，
其实只是幻觉。
以为你会给我温暖，
其实只是冷淡。
这一首短短的诗，
叙述了我对你的感觉。
我的心好痛，
我已遍体鳞伤了。
够了！够了！
我不想再受伤了！
结束了这段友谊吧！
就当作我们是有缘无份。
对于这段友谊，
我也执着了那么长久，
是时候放弃了！
小恶魔，
别再执着了！！

......我的微笑都假了!!...

2009-03-06T02:34:00.000-08:00

.....昨天和今天的心情真的真的很差...這幾天的笑容都是勉強擠出來的!!
...昨天在班上發了一場很大的脾氣....bt我相信這不是我的錯..是你們的錯lol..
....早都不爽你們的...!!!

今天....心情跟昨天一樣...!!今天從某小姐的口中得知某某小姐不爽我...不爽我在星期一的時候說某某某小姐...!!
某某小姐...你還記的那時你說過什么嗎!!!如果你已經不記得..沒關系..就讓我告訴你吧!!你說..."你時候我真的很想罵心琪的lol......"....某某小姐....你因該記得了吧!!......聽了某小姐說后....我真的真的很生氣...!!!你因該了解我的脾氣吧....你真的打算將子嘛...某某小姐...你跟我認識幾年了啊!!......還不了解我嗎...

除了這件事以外...還有另外一件讓我很傷心的事...就是...siao小姐要搬家了啦!!!....siao小姐....如果不是sy告訴我你要搬家的話..你是不是就不打算跟我說啊!!!....說真的....你還當我是你的"普通朋友"嗎...??....難道你也和某某小姐一樣嗎??...

你們有什么想說的...都可以告訴我啊!!有什么不爽的也可以告訴我啊!!...你們沒有必要隱瞞啊!!...搞不懂這是你們的問題還是我個人的問題.....如果某某某小姐...xxxxx....!!

一次又一次的傷心....是為了什么??...有人可以告訴我嗎....難道是因為自己太過于敏感嗎....??誰能告訴我...
如果不是他....我們的友誼會變的如此的"好"嗎??...說真的....我因該"感謝"他....讓我們的友誼....變的如此"美好"....某某小姐啊!!....我真的非常的"感謝"你啊!!....

我的微笑都假了...這個世界都變了...變的如此....陌生...

山東幫....永在...!!

2009-03-02T00:39:00.000-08:00

.....剛剛看了某小姐的blog....突然在我腦海了俘現了許多回憶.....

還記的以前PBSM......那歡樂的時光.....人總說..歡樂的時光總過的特別快..
.....好想會到以前那歡樂的時光....但...這些歡樂的時光總是離我....越來越遠....

還記得以前在一起的時光....真的很懷戀...很懷戀...
以前一起渡過的日子.....說真的....我從來沒有忘記過...
好想..好想..回到以前的日子里....

......在將來的日子里....我相信....我們還是會一起創造那歡樂的時光....!!!

山東幫.......加油!!!

心情.....超復雜的!!!

2009-02-28T06:54:00.000-08:00

今天跟往常的星期六一樣...都在家里渡過..一整天都在on9..!!

最近在韓國哦..有一部戲很紅哦!! 那就是"花樣男子"啦!! 說真的..蠻好看的..因為有帥哥看啊!! 哈哈!! 羅小姐啊!!!你真的越來越來色耶 !!haizz..沒辦法lol!!! kekex....最近本小姐哦....一直都在聽我偶像的歌哦!!(pcd-pussycat dolls)她們的歌都好好聽耶....就好象...."i hated this part" , "hush hush" , top of the would"......這幾首都蠻好聽的!!

我啊..剛剛看了某小姐的blog哦!!....很感動耶...不要將子嘛...!!!某小姐啊!!該嘛寫到將感動啊!! 我啊!! 差點要哭了也...!!! 不過哦...有東西要告訴你哦..看了你的 blog 后..我發現哦...其實我們之間的友誼....因為這個 blog ...我們之間才會更加了解對方 !!! 不是嗎??!!...所以說...好的朋友不用多...幾個就好...!!

最近的心情哦...不太好....不知如何形容..haiz...

復雜的心情幾時才能平復呢???.....

友誼永存!!

2009-02-27T06:03:00.000-08:00

haizz...今天ponteng..沒去上學!!!整天呆在家里on9....
最近的心情...不知道搞什么...就是不好..haizz..(在將子下去我就會瘋掉的啦!!)
最近哦,我跟一個很久很久很久沒見的朋友msn leh!!感覺上他跟以前一樣,還是那么喜歡玩on9 game..!!!haizz..真是江山易改,本性難移啊!!!

3@10...3@10....說真的...真的不大喜歡這班....
不喜歡這班的老師.....更加不喜歡這班的同學...不知道是這班的問題....還是我個人的問題 !!
就是不爽啊!!!超不爽的 !!! 在這班除了Ooi小姐以外,其它人對我來說都很陌生...
Ooi小姐呀!!雖然你整天都在唱"amigo..amido..amigo"可是啊!!,不知道為什么...我就是聽不厭啊!!我想啊....我因該是中了"mirotic"吧!! 哈哈哈哈..." 希望你也不會閑我煩lol !!"im your man , im your man ge de yo "~~~

接下來說說其它小姐吧!!haizz.....小姐們啊!!我們就不要一直都在研究誰的比較大了..好不好!!haizz...有時真的給你們氣死 !!.....

k小姐...最近哦...都沒有跟你聊天..有是有...不過..機會很少..如果我們能先以前那樣該多好啊!!一起說我們的oppa,一起發偶像夢...那很好啊!!....siao小姐的名句..."雖然我姓高...但我一點也不高"哈哈哈!!

sy 啊!! sy!!最近真的很少跟你說話啊!!感覺....很奇怪啊!!......我好想回到以前將...大家有說有笑的...那時候真的很快樂啊!! 尤其是去你家啊!!! 在那里拍"mv"哈哈!! 結果我還拿了"最佳樓梯獎"ei....說真的...真的很好笑耶...想起就想暈e!!

siao小姐..!! 還記得你那句名句嗎??!! "雖然我姓siao,可是我一點也不傻"...小姐啊!! 你真的很好小耶...
還記得以前哦...整天都在跟你吵架....其實我只是覺得你好玩...所以才跟你斗嘴...不是真的要吵架!!...............說真的啊!! 我好懷戀一起1@8的時候啊...跟你坐啊!!

jiey小姐啊!!....說真的..我們5個里面...我真的最少跟你說話!!以前......(講真話哦!!不要生氣!!)..真的不太喜歡你....后來才發現..其實我跟你是可以做好朋友的啊!! 以前,別人說你是..什么tomboy 啦..什么東西的!! 我只想對她們說..."當你在說別人壞話的同時...,先想想你自己也是不是將子!!''以前是以前....重要的是現在..!!!

其實啊!!!....我真的很高興能認識你們啊!!!很感謝上天的安排!!!luv u all o !!! hahahaa!! my dear frend !!!muack.....

寂寞那么多....

2009-02-25T23:00:00.000-08:00

aizz....終于打針了...感覺還好...!!! 今天的心情不太好...感覺...不知如何形容...
說說別的事吧..!!今天哦...發現一樣東西了啦....就是某小姐談聯愛啦..!!! 哈哈哈 !!!(那男的其實還蠻帥的..某小姐喜歡就好)...haizz...最近一直都在下雨....心情跟天氣一樣....!!!~~~

haiz.....為什么寂寞總是那么多......

2009-02-25T04:48:00.000-08:00

假如可以重新开始，我宁愿只当你的朋友，也不要告诉你："我喜欢你"，这样一来我还可以默默守在你身旁，现在的你却是离我好远...好远...
我没有奢望你能给我多少你的爱，我没有乞求你能给我多安定的情，我要的只是..你偶尔可以想想我..偶尔可以抱抱我..偶尔让我知道你是在乎我的..
因为爱你，所以放手还你自由..因为爱你，所以不再让你困扰..因为爱你，所以我宁愿自己难过..因为爱你，所以我逼自己离开..
爱与不爱已不再重要，伤口会在时间里慢慢的愈合，然后逐渐被遗忘，就像你永远都不知道，我的记忆中，到了这一段，总会特别的痛..
一个在等待没有爱情结果的我，会傻吗？经常梦见自己对自己说：算了吧，你失去的只是一个不爱你的人，而她失去的可能是一生中最爱她的人..人就是这样的矛盾，也许就是因为没结果而不断地去追寻答案吧..当初以为自己很痴情，但在别人眼里我只不过是幻想能够拥有你吧了..
夜晚的一个人是孤独的，尤其是想你的时候，知道你很累了不想再吵你，即使多想你陪我，多想听你声音，多想见你，但我依然要独自面对这没有你的寂寞夜晚..
是否我沉默了你才能听到我的心声？是否我停止了你才能看到我的眼泪？是否我心碎了你才会摸到我的心痛？是否我消失了你才知道我的存在？
如果有一天..你走进我的心里你一定会哭泣，因为里面装满了你的点点滴滴..如果有一天，我走进你的心里我一定会哭泣，因为在里面找不到我的身影..
因为你，我打开心房..因为你，我給了彼此一個机会..因为你，我开始有了思念..因为你，我有被疼愛的感觉..也因为你，我再度掉下眼淚..
用尽一生的爱，换来一身的伤..有时即是无奈，人生充满悲哀..痛苦紧跟着来，欢喜却不到来..难道注定失败？永远没有未来..终于开始明白，爱一个人好难...
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害..不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债..老鼠对猫说我爱你，猫说你走开，老鼠流泪走开..谁也没看见老鼠走后，猫也流了一滴泪..其实有一种爱叫做放弃..一只风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险..女人善变的脸，男人善变的是心..在爱的世界里没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不懂得珍惜谁..

今天又下雨lol....幾時才能變回晴天呢??

2009-02-25T03:00:00.000-08:00

明天就是星期四了....怎樣好.....要打針了....很怕leh...很多為小姐都大了lol !!....aiyo......hw a ??...死的lol!!!....Haiz...不要說打針的事了!!!...說別的事吧.....昨天是奎鐘生日呀...!!Oppa , sei gi chu ka ham li da !!生日快樂啊!!! 1 2 sing song jor....."i'm your man , i'm your man ge dei yo" haha !!!除了那幾為小姐之外....因該沒有人知道我在唱什么吧 !! 哈哈哈哈 !!!

........今天又下雨lol....陰天..幾時才能變回晴天呢...??...

Haiz....thusday...coming soon..!!!

2009-02-23T23:26:00.000-08:00

AH!!!!..........死lol !!1死lolo!!!!...星期四要打針了.....怎樣好??....死火lol!!!有人說會很痛wor.....也有人說不痛(sinwei講的!!)....haizz,,,不管了啦!!!!打就打吧...!!!
....還有另外一件"很好"笑的事.......就是.,前幾天發夢到"紅姨"啊!!....在夢中還掃了她幾吧!!!!哈哈哈哈!!!!!....活該的!!!kekex.....